There was a black out dance last saturday and let me tall you it was freaking great!!!! I totally loved it! Zach was the deejay which ment that there was so going to be great music. A lot of people came, but not as many as we thought. I came with Mallory cause she wanted to come even though she was the only person her age there. Mandy, Morgan, Ellie, Randy, Tanika, Kylee, and Trevor came too. but most didn't hang around me much. Only Moe, Ellie, Tanika, Menni, and Mandy really stayed close. It was freacking awesome!
After about three or four songs Zach sarted to play the Cupid Shuffle and told everyone over the mic to follow me and that I would teach them the dance to it. It was awesome I felt so cool to be teaching a dance lol. they learned it really good to. Mandy and I where talking to Zach at one point when this guy started to break dance. Two words FREAKIN HOTTIE!!!!!!!!!!! He was an amazing dancer! I tired really hard to get him to come to me while I danced but when he ended up being close I just got scared and didnt really try anything. But it felt really good to at lest try to do something lol.
At one point kids started breaking open glow sticks and spraying it on people. I got alittle in my eye and then on my eyelash. When I got it on my eyelash I would close my eye and still see the glow so I thought that it was on my contact. I started to wige out for a second but then Menni got it off and all was good again. If I could relive that night I would try harder to work my "magic" on that guy ^^ who knows something could have happened that night. I guess it just wasn't the right timing. Maybe next time I find a guy things will go better! ^^
Monday, September 14, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
SENIOR YEAR!!!!!!!!!
So far senior is going good. I love all my classes, which is good cause there are hot guys in half of them. hehehe. Im really like percussion class. It's really fun! Hahah the funnest thing is that my creavite writing teacher reminds me of Camie!! just something about her makes me think of her.
Speaking of Camie, I think im missing her alot right now. I could use her with my writing class. I fell bad that she cant make it to my graduation. I wish she could see it. I can always invite her family and send her and invite anyway and tell her that she is always there in spiri
Things are really different this year compared to my other years. I really think that I have finally opened up some more to people around me. I'm trying really hard to be myself around people that I dont really know and so far it might be working. There is alot of guys this year that I think are cute to! One is in my percussion class and his name is Alex. He seem's like the bad boy type alittle but I'm not really sure what he thinks of me. I dont even kno if he know's I'm alive. Thats ok though, one day im going to get a hottie that notices me and actually trys to talk to me.
It's going so differently then I ever thought that my senior year would go. I mean I look, feel, and even act alittle different then what I was thinking I would. I'm thinking its a goo thing though cuase I'm talking to people! I dont usually talk to people that I dont know. Thats what is making it so different. I really think that I'm finally working my life the way I wanted it to be. Lets just see if I can keep it going that way! :D
Speaking of Camie, I think im missing her alot right now. I could use her with my writing class. I fell bad that she cant make it to my graduation. I wish she could see it. I can always invite her family and send her and invite anyway and tell her that she is always there in spiri
Things are really different this year compared to my other years. I really think that I have finally opened up some more to people around me. I'm trying really hard to be myself around people that I dont really know and so far it might be working. There is alot of guys this year that I think are cute to! One is in my percussion class and his name is Alex. He seem's like the bad boy type alittle but I'm not really sure what he thinks of me. I dont even kno if he know's I'm alive. Thats ok though, one day im going to get a hottie that notices me and actually trys to talk to me.
It's going so differently then I ever thought that my senior year would go. I mean I look, feel, and even act alittle different then what I was thinking I would. I'm thinking its a goo thing though cuase I'm talking to people! I dont usually talk to people that I dont know. Thats what is making it so different. I really think that I'm finally working my life the way I wanted it to be. Lets just see if I can keep it going that way! :D
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Ellie's birthday!!
For Ellie's birthday Moe had an idea to take her shopping for her gift. ^^ but it was going to be a suprise. So I call Moe to find out when I should come over and what not, go over and hang out. We played alittle bit of this game called Fable 2. That was pretty fun ^^ I'm not that big of a gamer so it was cool. After that we went to the movie. We saw transformers 2 and had a great time. I love transformers 2! It's like one of my favorite movie's! After the movie we head back to Ellie's house and wait for some of her family to get over there for dinner and cake. I felt weird not having a gift to give her but today is when she'll get whatever she wants ^^ as long as I can pay for it ^^
I'm so excited to take her shopping! Moe's mom actually spoiled the suprise, see we where out side hanging out while her mom was watering the flowers and she asks Moe about shopping tomorrow. The cat was out of the bag at that point. With that we let Ellie in on what we were planning. After we told her, she was qutie for a minute. Then she said she felt like she was on a T.V. show and started to cry a little. I wasn't sure if she ment in a good way or not. I was worried at that point that we just made it worse. I think that she is going to have fun and really like it. Or at lest I'm hopping that she dose. I wish I had more money for her to buy cloths with but what can I do now? I'll just make sure that what she gets she loves! that way it might be ok if I dont have as much money for her as Moe does. Well I think that she really really will like this. she needs it too. Both her parents dont have a job anymore so they cant spend money on stuff like that. I hope that they get jobs again soon. They have alot in their family to look after. But who knows maybe something great will happen. After all anything can happen ^^
I'm so excited to take her shopping! Moe's mom actually spoiled the suprise, see we where out side hanging out while her mom was watering the flowers and she asks Moe about shopping tomorrow. The cat was out of the bag at that point. With that we let Ellie in on what we were planning. After we told her, she was qutie for a minute. Then she said she felt like she was on a T.V. show and started to cry a little. I wasn't sure if she ment in a good way or not. I was worried at that point that we just made it worse. I think that she is going to have fun and really like it. Or at lest I'm hopping that she dose. I wish I had more money for her to buy cloths with but what can I do now? I'll just make sure that what she gets she loves! that way it might be ok if I dont have as much money for her as Moe does. Well I think that she really really will like this. she needs it too. Both her parents dont have a job anymore so they cant spend money on stuff like that. I hope that they get jobs again soon. They have alot in their family to look after. But who knows maybe something great will happen. After all anything can happen ^^
Saturday, August 15, 2009
So many Colleges!!!
I though I already knew what college I wanted to go to. But now I'm not as sure. Zach told me about one that he might be going to and it has a photography area that I would need. It sounds amazing to!! Thing is, is that its in Draper. How am I going to pull going there and staying home off? Dont think I can, so I would have to live in one of their student housing places. At lest I think I would.
I really think it might be a better college for me then SLCC, but its the hole how am I going to get out there? Everyday driving there would add up to alot of gas money, but the houses are like 600 a month. Could I really pay for school and a house there to???
Thats one thing I'm not sure I can handle. Looking at my future that is finally there in front of me, trying to work it all out. Maybe I should stop thinking about it some much. I haven't even started my senior year yet and I'm already thinking of that? Is that a bad or good thing? I mean I'll talk to Mallory about it and it makes me feel like I shouldn't be thinking about this yet. But everything in my head is telling me that the faster I decide and get it all worked out the sooner I can relax about it. I dont even know what my mom is going to say about this hole new college idea. I know that she wont be able to help pay so scholarships are my only chose. But what if i still have to have help. What is she going to do when I tell her its in Draper????
I feel like I'm thinking of to many if's and what's but its a good idea to think about that stuff when it comes to this right? maybe I just should relax alittle more till the middle of the year. But that sounds like a bad plan. The sooner I get going the better it will look on scholarships right? ugh listen to me! I'm so confused and alittle worried about myself. I really just want to know that what I'm doing is a good thing, but how can I find out? my sister thinks that I'm the best person to handle any problem, but how can I talk to her about this when she started out at the ATC then went to a college? She didn't even have to take the stupid ACT!!! That is another thing I have to do. That I'm not really excited to do that.
Speaking of that i have to start studing for that when I can. Ugh if I'm not careful I'm going to stress myself out! I can kinda have already I think. Man I really need to stop thinking.
One thing NOT dealing with college is what am I going to do about my dad and my graduation? do I invite him to it or not even worry about it? what about the family members from him that I do like? how would I get them to come and not him? That is the thing I hate the most about not seeing him. Yea my life is easy now and I'm really happy now, but I miss my Uncle's family and my grandma. I really wish I could at lest have her come but I don't know how I would get a hold of her and would she tell dad?? Man I wish I was young again. Life was so much easier back then. No worries just fun and laughter. What am I going to do?
I really think it might be a better college for me then SLCC, but its the hole how am I going to get out there? Everyday driving there would add up to alot of gas money, but the houses are like 600 a month. Could I really pay for school and a house there to???
Thats one thing I'm not sure I can handle. Looking at my future that is finally there in front of me, trying to work it all out. Maybe I should stop thinking about it some much. I haven't even started my senior year yet and I'm already thinking of that? Is that a bad or good thing? I mean I'll talk to Mallory about it and it makes me feel like I shouldn't be thinking about this yet. But everything in my head is telling me that the faster I decide and get it all worked out the sooner I can relax about it. I dont even know what my mom is going to say about this hole new college idea. I know that she wont be able to help pay so scholarships are my only chose. But what if i still have to have help. What is she going to do when I tell her its in Draper????
I feel like I'm thinking of to many if's and what's but its a good idea to think about that stuff when it comes to this right? maybe I just should relax alittle more till the middle of the year. But that sounds like a bad plan. The sooner I get going the better it will look on scholarships right? ugh listen to me! I'm so confused and alittle worried about myself. I really just want to know that what I'm doing is a good thing, but how can I find out? my sister thinks that I'm the best person to handle any problem, but how can I talk to her about this when she started out at the ATC then went to a college? She didn't even have to take the stupid ACT!!! That is another thing I have to do. That I'm not really excited to do that.
Speaking of that i have to start studing for that when I can. Ugh if I'm not careful I'm going to stress myself out! I can kinda have already I think. Man I really need to stop thinking.
One thing NOT dealing with college is what am I going to do about my dad and my graduation? do I invite him to it or not even worry about it? what about the family members from him that I do like? how would I get them to come and not him? That is the thing I hate the most about not seeing him. Yea my life is easy now and I'm really happy now, but I miss my Uncle's family and my grandma. I really wish I could at lest have her come but I don't know how I would get a hold of her and would she tell dad?? Man I wish I was young again. Life was so much easier back then. No worries just fun and laughter. What am I going to do?
Monday, August 10, 2009
Up date time!!!!
It's been a while since I have told you all what I have been doing so, I think I'll do that now. :D
This last week the fair has been in town. I spent alot of time there either, working there as a ticket taker or, helping my mom with her boyfriends booth. We starting doing a booth and, working there just last year. It's not the funnest job ever but, it pays. Which is a good thing! I need to save up as much money as I can. The good part though is that I only worked two days this year. Not even the hole day! It was great to actually look around. Last year I made the mistake of signing up for everyday all day! I will never do that again!
On thursday my friends Mandy, Zach and I went to lagoon for most of the day. It was so fun! i rode the Wicked, the Rocket, and the Sameri. I rode alot more but those were the funnest ones. :D with the Rocket I think that rentery is the best one. But lift off is fun too. We got in for free to cause Mandy's dad's work was having a free day. Her parents were both gone which ment that me and Zach could go with her. I was going to go with them to warped tour to but I couldn't cuase i had work saturday night. Warped tour by the way is an all day event with a hole lot of different bands that will play. IT SUCKED THAT I COULDN'T GO!!! my favorite bands where playing!!! Which are,,,, We The Kings, Cobra starship, 3OH!3, there was one more but I cant remember who it was.
Well during those days Zach stayed the night with me. His parents where out of town so it was party at my place!!!! lol. That was the first time I had a sleepover with a boy. but its ok mom knows about him so yea. ^^ saturday night was the last night he slept over. which I'm glad mostly because of what happened sunday night. I was getting ready to go to bed around 10:45 - ish or so, when it started. I spent the rest of the night throwing up and having diarea. That was by far the worset night of my life! I havent eaten all day because have been sleeping most of the time. That and I'm afaird it wont stay down. But I have been drinking water and alittle of a poweraid. The poweraid is supposed to help get my electrolights back. what ever that means lol. I'm just glad I'm not throwing up anymore. But Im still so tired!!! maybe I'll go to bed early tonight.
This last week the fair has been in town. I spent alot of time there either, working there as a ticket taker or, helping my mom with her boyfriends booth. We starting doing a booth and, working there just last year. It's not the funnest job ever but, it pays. Which is a good thing! I need to save up as much money as I can. The good part though is that I only worked two days this year. Not even the hole day! It was great to actually look around. Last year I made the mistake of signing up for everyday all day! I will never do that again!
On thursday my friends Mandy, Zach and I went to lagoon for most of the day. It was so fun! i rode the Wicked, the Rocket, and the Sameri. I rode alot more but those were the funnest ones. :D with the Rocket I think that rentery is the best one. But lift off is fun too. We got in for free to cause Mandy's dad's work was having a free day. Her parents were both gone which ment that me and Zach could go with her. I was going to go with them to warped tour to but I couldn't cuase i had work saturday night. Warped tour by the way is an all day event with a hole lot of different bands that will play. IT SUCKED THAT I COULDN'T GO!!! my favorite bands where playing!!! Which are,,,, We The Kings, Cobra starship, 3OH!3, there was one more but I cant remember who it was.
Well during those days Zach stayed the night with me. His parents where out of town so it was party at my place!!!! lol. That was the first time I had a sleepover with a boy. but its ok mom knows about him so yea. ^^ saturday night was the last night he slept over. which I'm glad mostly because of what happened sunday night. I was getting ready to go to bed around 10:45 - ish or so, when it started. I spent the rest of the night throwing up and having diarea. That was by far the worset night of my life! I havent eaten all day because have been sleeping most of the time. That and I'm afaird it wont stay down. But I have been drinking water and alittle of a poweraid. The poweraid is supposed to help get my electrolights back. what ever that means lol. I'm just glad I'm not throwing up anymore. But Im still so tired!!! maybe I'll go to bed early tonight.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Saw The Haunting of Connecticut!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so Zach texts me and asks what I was doing tonight, so I told him that I didn't really know. Maybe family night. He tells me that he and Mandy were going to watch a movie at his house and wanted to know if I wanted to come. Well I hadn't see them since last sunday when we went to the fireworks at the college so I said sure. Turns out that they wanted to watch a scary movie and that they weren't going to tell me what it was till I was over there. If I did go it was no turning back and I had to stay and see the hole thing.
I decided to go and just to it. I get there before Mandy so Zach and I just listened to music in his room and talked till she got there. I like listening to Zach's music. He has really good tase in music. He has good tase in other things as well but I love his tase in music. I keep saying that I just need to copy all his music onto my computer or my ipod. Anyway getting off subject here. When Madny finally made it to Zach's he stared the movie. Turned out to be The Haunting of Connecticut! I'm not really big on scary movies and Zach and Mandy are so when Zach said that it freaked him out I knew it would scare me.
During the movie, It was normal freaked out at parts then started to calm down after at the normal parts. it had a Very good story line and it was well put together I have to say. I will never watch it again though. I really dont like scary shows. So far Zach and Mandy have tried to make me see at lest 4 scary movies and I have seen three and a half. I had to leave when they where tring to make me watch The Ring Two.
After the movie and I was a little more calm but still not normal, they decided to light a fire work and drop it into a manhole cover. When it went off it scared me so bad!!! Then Zach said that we should walk around. Ok its like 10:30 or later at night. Its dark, I'm already freaking myself out and the night dosen't help cause then I freak myself out more! So I was like ok whatever but down streets that have light. His road isn't as scary as my road is.
Eventualy we went to the park. That was a bad idea! It creeped me out so bad!!! I bet if I didn't have to go to the bathroom so bad and if we didn't see that show right before I would have been fine! But that wasn't the case was it? Oh well I can't change what happend now can I?
Well it got to be about 11:30 when we got to his house. We hung out for a little then Mandy and I had to go. So we all said goodbye and then went home. As soon as I turned off my car I jumped out and ran right to the house and went up to my sister's room to talk alittle to calm the rest of my nerves. Then she wanted to sleep so I went to my room and got ready for bed. But I dont think that there will be much sleep going on for me ^^
I decided to go and just to it. I get there before Mandy so Zach and I just listened to music in his room and talked till she got there. I like listening to Zach's music. He has really good tase in music. He has good tase in other things as well but I love his tase in music. I keep saying that I just need to copy all his music onto my computer or my ipod. Anyway getting off subject here. When Madny finally made it to Zach's he stared the movie. Turned out to be The Haunting of Connecticut! I'm not really big on scary movies and Zach and Mandy are so when Zach said that it freaked him out I knew it would scare me.
During the movie, It was normal freaked out at parts then started to calm down after at the normal parts. it had a Very good story line and it was well put together I have to say. I will never watch it again though. I really dont like scary shows. So far Zach and Mandy have tried to make me see at lest 4 scary movies and I have seen three and a half. I had to leave when they where tring to make me watch The Ring Two.
After the movie and I was a little more calm but still not normal, they decided to light a fire work and drop it into a manhole cover. When it went off it scared me so bad!!! Then Zach said that we should walk around. Ok its like 10:30 or later at night. Its dark, I'm already freaking myself out and the night dosen't help cause then I freak myself out more! So I was like ok whatever but down streets that have light. His road isn't as scary as my road is.
Eventualy we went to the park. That was a bad idea! It creeped me out so bad!!! I bet if I didn't have to go to the bathroom so bad and if we didn't see that show right before I would have been fine! But that wasn't the case was it? Oh well I can't change what happend now can I?
Well it got to be about 11:30 when we got to his house. We hung out for a little then Mandy and I had to go. So we all said goodbye and then went home. As soon as I turned off my car I jumped out and ran right to the house and went up to my sister's room to talk alittle to calm the rest of my nerves. Then she wanted to sleep so I went to my room and got ready for bed. But I dont think that there will be much sleep going on for me ^^
Friday, July 24, 2009
BBQ Party at Zach's
Today I spent the day over at Zach's house at a family and friends BBQ. It was so fun! Our friend Kylee came over and hung out for a while till she had to go to work, and one of Zach's mom's friends kids came over too. His name is Conner and he seemed like a cool kid. Kinda quite and stuff but he still seemed cool. Kylee and I though he was pertty cute, but I liked his eyes. They we're a pretty blue color.
The adults had fun talking and drinking. I thought they were so funny we they started talking about work. That made it so fun! after a while though Zach had to take Kylee to work, so we piled in the car and took her there and came back to chill for a little bit. Conner started to ask if he could go home so he drove his mom's car and followed me and zach to the highway.
Then it was just me and him of the kids, we light fireworks that were more like little bombs I swear. Ok maybe not bombs but they sounded like gunfire! We had fun with that for a while, but then decided to dance in the driveway. The adults wanted us to dance for them and we couldn't think of anything to do but the song from "A Goofy Movie" at the begining, so we did that and then dance buy the side of his house for a little. I got there at like 2:30 but didnt get home till like 11:50 lol!! It was a blast! I loved it! I hope that everyone got home safe though. They didnt seem to drunk or anything but still. One of them was drunk though and wouldn't let them drive him home. He got home safe though which is good.
Zach might be spending a weekend here when his parents go to Reno. I think, I'm not totaly sure.
It's getting crazy out side!! I think that there might be a storm blowing in cause on my way home there was alot of ligthing, now its really windy! I hope that its not a CRAZY storm. I guess we'll just have to wait and see huh.
The adults had fun talking and drinking. I thought they were so funny we they started talking about work. That made it so fun! after a while though Zach had to take Kylee to work, so we piled in the car and took her there and came back to chill for a little bit. Conner started to ask if he could go home so he drove his mom's car and followed me and zach to the highway.
Then it was just me and him of the kids, we light fireworks that were more like little bombs I swear. Ok maybe not bombs but they sounded like gunfire! We had fun with that for a while, but then decided to dance in the driveway. The adults wanted us to dance for them and we couldn't think of anything to do but the song from "A Goofy Movie" at the begining, so we did that and then dance buy the side of his house for a little. I got there at like 2:30 but didnt get home till like 11:50 lol!! It was a blast! I loved it! I hope that everyone got home safe though. They didnt seem to drunk or anything but still. One of them was drunk though and wouldn't let them drive him home. He got home safe though which is good.
Zach might be spending a weekend here when his parents go to Reno. I think, I'm not totaly sure.
It's getting crazy out side!! I think that there might be a storm blowing in cause on my way home there was alot of ligthing, now its really windy! I hope that its not a CRAZY storm. I guess we'll just have to wait and see huh.
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