For Ellie's birthday Moe had an idea to take her shopping for her gift. ^^ but it was going to be a suprise. So I call Moe to find out when I should come over and what not, go over and hang out. We played alittle bit of this game called Fable 2. That was pretty fun ^^ I'm not that big of a gamer so it was cool. After that we went to the movie. We saw transformers 2 and had a great time. I love transformers 2! It's like one of my favorite movie's! After the movie we head back to Ellie's house and wait for some of her family to get over there for dinner and cake. I felt weird not having a gift to give her but today is when she'll get whatever she wants ^^ as long as I can pay for it ^^
I'm so excited to take her shopping! Moe's mom actually spoiled the suprise, see we where out side hanging out while her mom was watering the flowers and she asks Moe about shopping tomorrow. The cat was out of the bag at that point. With that we let Ellie in on what we were planning. After we told her, she was qutie for a minute. Then she said she felt like she was on a T.V. show and started to cry a little. I wasn't sure if she ment in a good way or not. I was worried at that point that we just made it worse. I think that she is going to have fun and really like it. Or at lest I'm hopping that she dose. I wish I had more money for her to buy cloths with but what can I do now? I'll just make sure that what she gets she loves! that way it might be ok if I dont have as much money for her as Moe does. Well I think that she really really will like this. she needs it too. Both her parents dont have a job anymore so they cant spend money on stuff like that. I hope that they get jobs again soon. They have alot in their family to look after. But who knows maybe something great will happen. After all anything can happen ^^
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
So many Colleges!!!
I though I already knew what college I wanted to go to. But now I'm not as sure. Zach told me about one that he might be going to and it has a photography area that I would need. It sounds amazing to!! Thing is, is that its in Draper. How am I going to pull going there and staying home off? Dont think I can, so I would have to live in one of their student housing places. At lest I think I would.
I really think it might be a better college for me then SLCC, but its the hole how am I going to get out there? Everyday driving there would add up to alot of gas money, but the houses are like 600 a month. Could I really pay for school and a house there to???
Thats one thing I'm not sure I can handle. Looking at my future that is finally there in front of me, trying to work it all out. Maybe I should stop thinking about it some much. I haven't even started my senior year yet and I'm already thinking of that? Is that a bad or good thing? I mean I'll talk to Mallory about it and it makes me feel like I shouldn't be thinking about this yet. But everything in my head is telling me that the faster I decide and get it all worked out the sooner I can relax about it. I dont even know what my mom is going to say about this hole new college idea. I know that she wont be able to help pay so scholarships are my only chose. But what if i still have to have help. What is she going to do when I tell her its in Draper????
I feel like I'm thinking of to many if's and what's but its a good idea to think about that stuff when it comes to this right? maybe I just should relax alittle more till the middle of the year. But that sounds like a bad plan. The sooner I get going the better it will look on scholarships right? ugh listen to me! I'm so confused and alittle worried about myself. I really just want to know that what I'm doing is a good thing, but how can I find out? my sister thinks that I'm the best person to handle any problem, but how can I talk to her about this when she started out at the ATC then went to a college? She didn't even have to take the stupid ACT!!! That is another thing I have to do. That I'm not really excited to do that.
Speaking of that i have to start studing for that when I can. Ugh if I'm not careful I'm going to stress myself out! I can kinda have already I think. Man I really need to stop thinking.
One thing NOT dealing with college is what am I going to do about my dad and my graduation? do I invite him to it or not even worry about it? what about the family members from him that I do like? how would I get them to come and not him? That is the thing I hate the most about not seeing him. Yea my life is easy now and I'm really happy now, but I miss my Uncle's family and my grandma. I really wish I could at lest have her come but I don't know how I would get a hold of her and would she tell dad?? Man I wish I was young again. Life was so much easier back then. No worries just fun and laughter. What am I going to do?
I really think it might be a better college for me then SLCC, but its the hole how am I going to get out there? Everyday driving there would add up to alot of gas money, but the houses are like 600 a month. Could I really pay for school and a house there to???
Thats one thing I'm not sure I can handle. Looking at my future that is finally there in front of me, trying to work it all out. Maybe I should stop thinking about it some much. I haven't even started my senior year yet and I'm already thinking of that? Is that a bad or good thing? I mean I'll talk to Mallory about it and it makes me feel like I shouldn't be thinking about this yet. But everything in my head is telling me that the faster I decide and get it all worked out the sooner I can relax about it. I dont even know what my mom is going to say about this hole new college idea. I know that she wont be able to help pay so scholarships are my only chose. But what if i still have to have help. What is she going to do when I tell her its in Draper????
I feel like I'm thinking of to many if's and what's but its a good idea to think about that stuff when it comes to this right? maybe I just should relax alittle more till the middle of the year. But that sounds like a bad plan. The sooner I get going the better it will look on scholarships right? ugh listen to me! I'm so confused and alittle worried about myself. I really just want to know that what I'm doing is a good thing, but how can I find out? my sister thinks that I'm the best person to handle any problem, but how can I talk to her about this when she started out at the ATC then went to a college? She didn't even have to take the stupid ACT!!! That is another thing I have to do. That I'm not really excited to do that.
Speaking of that i have to start studing for that when I can. Ugh if I'm not careful I'm going to stress myself out! I can kinda have already I think. Man I really need to stop thinking.
One thing NOT dealing with college is what am I going to do about my dad and my graduation? do I invite him to it or not even worry about it? what about the family members from him that I do like? how would I get them to come and not him? That is the thing I hate the most about not seeing him. Yea my life is easy now and I'm really happy now, but I miss my Uncle's family and my grandma. I really wish I could at lest have her come but I don't know how I would get a hold of her and would she tell dad?? Man I wish I was young again. Life was so much easier back then. No worries just fun and laughter. What am I going to do?
Monday, August 10, 2009
Up date time!!!!
It's been a while since I have told you all what I have been doing so, I think I'll do that now. :D
This last week the fair has been in town. I spent alot of time there either, working there as a ticket taker or, helping my mom with her boyfriends booth. We starting doing a booth and, working there just last year. It's not the funnest job ever but, it pays. Which is a good thing! I need to save up as much money as I can. The good part though is that I only worked two days this year. Not even the hole day! It was great to actually look around. Last year I made the mistake of signing up for everyday all day! I will never do that again!
On thursday my friends Mandy, Zach and I went to lagoon for most of the day. It was so fun! i rode the Wicked, the Rocket, and the Sameri. I rode alot more but those were the funnest ones. :D with the Rocket I think that rentery is the best one. But lift off is fun too. We got in for free to cause Mandy's dad's work was having a free day. Her parents were both gone which ment that me and Zach could go with her. I was going to go with them to warped tour to but I couldn't cuase i had work saturday night. Warped tour by the way is an all day event with a hole lot of different bands that will play. IT SUCKED THAT I COULDN'T GO!!! my favorite bands where playing!!! Which are,,,, We The Kings, Cobra starship, 3OH!3, there was one more but I cant remember who it was.
Well during those days Zach stayed the night with me. His parents where out of town so it was party at my place!!!! lol. That was the first time I had a sleepover with a boy. but its ok mom knows about him so yea. ^^ saturday night was the last night he slept over. which I'm glad mostly because of what happened sunday night. I was getting ready to go to bed around 10:45 - ish or so, when it started. I spent the rest of the night throwing up and having diarea. That was by far the worset night of my life! I havent eaten all day because have been sleeping most of the time. That and I'm afaird it wont stay down. But I have been drinking water and alittle of a poweraid. The poweraid is supposed to help get my electrolights back. what ever that means lol. I'm just glad I'm not throwing up anymore. But Im still so tired!!! maybe I'll go to bed early tonight.
This last week the fair has been in town. I spent alot of time there either, working there as a ticket taker or, helping my mom with her boyfriends booth. We starting doing a booth and, working there just last year. It's not the funnest job ever but, it pays. Which is a good thing! I need to save up as much money as I can. The good part though is that I only worked two days this year. Not even the hole day! It was great to actually look around. Last year I made the mistake of signing up for everyday all day! I will never do that again!
On thursday my friends Mandy, Zach and I went to lagoon for most of the day. It was so fun! i rode the Wicked, the Rocket, and the Sameri. I rode alot more but those were the funnest ones. :D with the Rocket I think that rentery is the best one. But lift off is fun too. We got in for free to cause Mandy's dad's work was having a free day. Her parents were both gone which ment that me and Zach could go with her. I was going to go with them to warped tour to but I couldn't cuase i had work saturday night. Warped tour by the way is an all day event with a hole lot of different bands that will play. IT SUCKED THAT I COULDN'T GO!!! my favorite bands where playing!!! Which are,,,, We The Kings, Cobra starship, 3OH!3, there was one more but I cant remember who it was.
Well during those days Zach stayed the night with me. His parents where out of town so it was party at my place!!!! lol. That was the first time I had a sleepover with a boy. but its ok mom knows about him so yea. ^^ saturday night was the last night he slept over. which I'm glad mostly because of what happened sunday night. I was getting ready to go to bed around 10:45 - ish or so, when it started. I spent the rest of the night throwing up and having diarea. That was by far the worset night of my life! I havent eaten all day because have been sleeping most of the time. That and I'm afaird it wont stay down. But I have been drinking water and alittle of a poweraid. The poweraid is supposed to help get my electrolights back. what ever that means lol. I'm just glad I'm not throwing up anymore. But Im still so tired!!! maybe I'll go to bed early tonight.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
