Black out dance!!!!!

There was a black out dance last saturday and let me tall you it was freaking great!!!! I totally loved it! Zach was the deejay which ment that there was so going to be great music. A lot of people came, but not as many as we thought. I came with Mallory cause she wanted to come even though she was the only person her age there. Mandy, Morgan, Ellie, Randy, Tanika, Kylee, and Trevor came too. but most didn't hang around me much. Only Moe, Ellie, Tanika, Menni, and Mandy really stayed close. It was freacking awesome!

After about three or four songs Zach sarted to play the Cupid Shuffle and told everyone over the mic to follow me and that I would teach them the dance to it. It was awesome I felt so cool to be teaching a dance lol. they learned it really good to. Mandy and I where talking to Zach at one point when this guy started to break dance. Two words FREAKIN HOTTIE!!!!!!!!!!! He was an amazing dancer! I tired really hard to get him to come to me while I danced but when he ended up being close I just got scared and didnt really try anything. But it felt really good to at lest try to do something lol.

At one point kids started breaking open glow sticks and spraying it on people. I got alittle in my eye and then on my eyelash. When I got it on my eyelash I would close my eye and still see the glow so I thought that it was on my contact. I started to wige out for a second but then Menni got it off and all was good again. If I could relive that night I would try harder to work my "magic" on that guy ^^ who knows something could have happened that night. I guess it just wasn't the right timing. Maybe next time I find a guy things will go better! ^^

SENIOR YEAR!!!!!!!!!

So far senior is going good. I love all my classes, which is good cause there are hot guys in half of them. hehehe. Im really like percussion class. It's really fun! Hahah the funnest thing is that my creavite writing teacher reminds me of Camie!! just something about her makes me think of her.


Speaking of Camie, I think im missing her alot right now. I could use her with my writing class. I fell bad that she cant make it to my graduation. I wish she could see it. I can always invite her family and send her and invite anyway and tell her that she is always there in spiri

Things are really different this year compared to my other years. I really think that I have finally opened up some more to people around me. I'm trying really hard to be myself around people that I dont really know and so far it might be working. There is alot of guys this year that I think are cute to! One is in my percussion class and his name is Alex. He seem's like the bad boy type alittle but I'm not really sure what he thinks of me. I dont even kno if he know's I'm alive. Thats ok though, one day im going to get a hottie that notices me and actually trys to talk to me.

It's going so differently then I ever thought that my senior year would go. I mean I look, feel, and even act alittle different then what I was thinking I would. I'm thinking its a goo thing though cuase I'm talking to people! I dont usually talk to people that I dont know. Thats what is making it so different. I really think that I'm finally working my life the way I wanted it to be. Lets just see if I can keep it going that way! :D

Ellie's birthday!!

For Ellie's birthday Moe had an idea to take her shopping for her gift. ^^ but it was going to be a suprise. So I call Moe to find out when I should come over and what not, go over and hang out. We played alittle bit of this game called Fable 2. That was pretty fun ^^ I'm not that big of a gamer so it was cool. After that we went to the movie. We saw transformers 2 and had a great time. I love transformers 2! It's like one of my favorite movie's! After the movie we head back to Ellie's house and wait for some of her family to get over there for dinner and cake. I felt weird not having a gift to give her but today is when she'll get whatever she wants ^^ as long as I can pay for it ^^

I'm so excited to take her shopping! Moe's mom actually spoiled the suprise, see we where out side hanging out while her mom was watering the flowers and she asks Moe about shopping tomorrow. The cat was out of the bag at that point. With that we let Ellie in on what we were planning. After we told her, she was qutie for a minute. Then she said she felt like she was on a T.V. show and started to cry a little. I wasn't sure if she ment in a good way or not. I was worried at that point that we just made it worse. I think that she is going to have fun and really like it. Or at lest I'm hopping that she dose. I wish I had more money for her to buy cloths with but what can I do now? I'll just make sure that what she gets she loves! that way it might be ok if I dont have as much money for her as Moe does. Well I think that she really really will like this. she needs it too. Both her parents dont have a job anymore so they cant spend money on stuff like that. I hope that they get jobs again soon. They have alot in their family to look after. But who knows maybe something great will happen. After all anything can happen ^^

So many Colleges!!!

I though I already knew what college I wanted to go to. But now I'm not as sure. Zach told me about one that he might be going to and it has a photography area that I would need. It sounds amazing to!! Thing is, is that its in Draper. How am I going to pull going there and staying home off? Dont think I can, so I would have to live in one of their student housing places. At lest I think I would.

I really think it might be a better college for me then SLCC, but its the hole how am I going to get out there? Everyday driving there would add up to alot of gas money, but the houses are like 600 a month. Could I really pay for school and a house there to???

Thats one thing I'm not sure I can handle. Looking at my future that is finally there in front of me, trying to work it all out. Maybe I should stop thinking about it some much. I haven't even started my senior year yet and I'm already thinking of that? Is that a bad or good thing? I mean I'll talk to Mallory about it and it makes me feel like I shouldn't be thinking about this yet. But everything in my head is telling me that the faster I decide and get it all worked out the sooner I can relax about it. I dont even know what my mom is going to say about this hole new college idea. I know that she wont be able to help pay so scholarships are my only chose. But what if i still have to have help. What is she going to do when I tell her its in Draper????

I feel like I'm thinking of to many if's and what's but its a good idea to think about that stuff when it comes to this right? maybe I just should relax alittle more till the middle of the year. But that sounds like a bad plan. The sooner I get going the better it will look on scholarships right? ugh listen to me! I'm so confused and alittle worried about myself. I really just want to know that what I'm doing is a good thing, but how can I find out? my sister thinks that I'm the best person to handle any problem, but how can I talk to her about this when she started out at the ATC then went to a college? She didn't even have to take the stupid ACT!!! That is another thing I have to do. That I'm not really excited to do that.

Speaking of that i have to start studing for that when I can. Ugh if I'm not careful I'm going to stress myself out! I can kinda have already I think. Man I really need to stop thinking.

One thing NOT dealing with college is what am I going to do about my dad and my graduation? do I invite him to it or not even worry about it? what about the family members from him that I do like? how would I get them to come and not him? That is the thing I hate the most about not seeing him. Yea my life is easy now and I'm really happy now, but I miss my Uncle's family and my grandma. I really wish I could at lest have her come but I don't know how I would get a hold of her and would she tell dad?? Man I wish I was young again. Life was so much easier back then. No worries just fun and laughter. What am I going to do?

Up date time!!!!

It's been a while since I have told you all what I have been doing so, I think I'll do that now. :D

This last week the fair has been in town. I spent alot of time there either, working there as a ticket taker or, helping my mom with her boyfriends booth. We starting doing a booth and, working there just last year. It's not the funnest job ever but, it pays. Which is a good thing! I need to save up as much money as I can. The good part though is that I only worked two days this year. Not even the hole day! It was great to actually look around. Last year I made the mistake of signing up for everyday all day! I will never do that again!

On thursday my friends Mandy, Zach and I went to lagoon for most of the day. It was so fun! i rode the Wicked, the Rocket, and the Sameri. I rode alot more but those were the funnest ones. :D with the Rocket I think that rentery is the best one. But lift off is fun too. We got in for free to cause Mandy's dad's work was having a free day. Her parents were both gone which ment that me and Zach could go with her. I was going to go with them to warped tour to but I couldn't cuase i had work saturday night. Warped tour by the way is an all day event with a hole lot of different bands that will play. IT SUCKED THAT I COULDN'T GO!!! my favorite bands where playing!!! Which are,,,, We The Kings, Cobra starship, 3OH!3, there was one more but I cant remember who it was.

Well during those days Zach stayed the night with me. His parents where out of town so it was party at my place!!!! lol. That was the first time I had a sleepover with a boy. but its ok mom knows about him so yea. ^^ saturday night was the last night he slept over. which I'm glad mostly because of what happened sunday night. I was getting ready to go to bed around 10:45 - ish or so, when it started. I spent the rest of the night throwing up and having diarea. That was by far the worset night of my life! I havent eaten all day because have been sleeping most of the time. That and I'm afaird it wont stay down. But I have been drinking water and alittle of a poweraid. The poweraid is supposed to help get my electrolights back. what ever that means lol. I'm just glad I'm not throwing up anymore. But Im still so tired!!! maybe I'll go to bed early tonight.

Saw The Haunting of Connecticut!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so Zach texts me and asks what I was doing tonight, so I told him that I didn't really know. Maybe family night. He tells me that he and Mandy were going to watch a movie at his house and wanted to know if I wanted to come. Well I hadn't see them since last sunday when we went to the fireworks at the college so I said sure. Turns out that they wanted to watch a scary movie and that they weren't going to tell me what it was till I was over there. If I did go it was no turning back and I had to stay and see the hole thing.

I decided to go and just to it. I get there before Mandy so Zach and I just listened to music in his room and talked till she got there. I like listening to Zach's music. He has really good tase in music. He has good tase in other things as well but I love his tase in music. I keep saying that I just need to copy all his music onto my computer or my ipod. Anyway getting off subject here. When Madny finally made it to Zach's he stared the movie. Turned out to be The Haunting of Connecticut! I'm not really big on scary movies and Zach and Mandy are so when Zach said that it freaked him out I knew it would scare me.

During the movie, It was normal freaked out at parts then started to calm down after at the normal parts. it had a Very good story line and it was well put together I have to say. I will never watch it again though. I really dont like scary shows. So far Zach and Mandy have tried to make me see at lest 4 scary movies and I have seen three and a half. I had to leave when they where tring to make me watch The Ring Two.

After the movie and I was a little more calm but still not normal, they decided to light a fire work and drop it into a manhole cover. When it went off it scared me so bad!!! Then Zach said that we should walk around. Ok its like 10:30 or later at night. Its dark, I'm already freaking myself out and the night dosen't help cause then I freak myself out more! So I was like ok whatever but down streets that have light. His road isn't as scary as my road is.

Eventualy we went to the park. That was a bad idea! It creeped me out so bad!!! I bet if I didn't have to go to the bathroom so bad and if we didn't see that show right before I would have been fine! But that wasn't the case was it? Oh well I can't change what happend now can I?

Well it got to be about 11:30 when we got to his house. We hung out for a little then Mandy and I had to go. So we all said goodbye and then went home. As soon as I turned off my car I jumped out and ran right to the house and went up to my sister's room to talk alittle to calm the rest of my nerves. Then she wanted to sleep so I went to my room and got ready for bed. But I dont think that there will be much sleep going on for me ^^

BBQ Party at Zach's

Today I spent the day over at Zach's house at a family and friends BBQ. It was so fun! Our friend Kylee came over and hung out for a while till she had to go to work, and one of Zach's mom's friends kids came over too. His name is Conner and he seemed like a cool kid. Kinda quite and stuff but he still seemed cool. Kylee and I though he was pertty cute, but I liked his eyes. They we're a pretty blue color.

The adults had fun talking and drinking. I thought they were so funny we they started talking about work. That made it so fun! after a while though Zach had to take Kylee to work, so we piled in the car and took her there and came back to chill for a little bit. Conner started to ask if he could go home so he drove his mom's car and followed me and zach to the highway.

Then it was just me and him of the kids, we light fireworks that were more like little bombs I swear. Ok maybe not bombs but they sounded like gunfire! We had fun with that for a while, but then decided to dance in the driveway. The adults wanted us to dance for them and we couldn't think of anything to do but the song from "A Goofy Movie" at the begining, so we did that and then dance buy the side of his house for a little. I got there at like 2:30 but didnt get home till like 11:50 lol!! It was a blast! I loved it! I hope that everyone got home safe though. They didnt seem to drunk or anything but still. One of them was drunk though and wouldn't let them drive him home. He got home safe though which is good.

Zach might be spending a weekend here when his parents go to Reno. I think, I'm not totaly sure.

It's getting crazy out side!! I think that there might be a storm blowing in cause on my way home there was alot of ligthing, now its really windy! I hope that its not a CRAZY storm. I guess we'll just have to wait and see huh.

My closet died!

So the other day I was just hanging out in my room, emailing away, when all of a sudden my closet falls off the hooks that its on. Scared the crap out of me no lie! I put it back on the hooks that it goes on and moved the books that I use to have on the shelf and then fix my cloths and just hang out. Then today My sister and I were down in the livingroom when we hear this crash! My closet did it again but this time it took a hook with it! now im afaird to use it in case it does it again. What a day lol. other than that my life has been slow go. I have gotten on my blogtv account though and done some shows which is cool.

I think that my life is so slow because I'm not doing much anymore. That and school isn't going and I actually want it to be. Is that weird? I really want school to start up again. Maybe its because I'm going to be a senior with all my friends this year. I'm so excited about that! Its going to be amazing! Hopping that I actually go to a dance this year. Me and Zach have a plan though, if I dont get asked and he hasn't asked anyone else we're going to senior catilion together. That is going to be down right awesome!

Speaking of Zach, I hope that he is feeling better. He texted me last night telling me that his stomach hurt and he couldn't figure out why. Sounded like it hurt to! poor Zach. Lets hope that he gets feeling better shall we.

Nothing to new. Just Spoon me and the future!

So today is my mom's birthday and my sister and I took her to Spoon Me today because she hadn't tried it yet. She liked it though she wants to try a different type of it. ^^ It was kinda funny though the guy that took my mom and sister's order is the one i think is the cutest and she thinks he was flirting cause he kept winking at her. It seemed like the one that surved me was flirting to cause I odered the small and you get three toppings but I asked for four toppings forgeting the hole three topping thing, and he said that it usually costs more but he wasing going to charge me the extar! ^^ hehe he didn't look to bad either but I'm not sure that he would be my type. he seems more like the raper video girl type. I'm not saying that cause he was black, it just seemed like his personality. Mallory wants to go tomorrow so she can get it free. She is lucky! See they have a calander with names on it and if your name is on it the day that you go you can get a half size free. I dont think my name will be up there anytime soon though. Hardly anyone has my name.

Oh! I got a desk a few days ago for my laptop and its awesome! It matches my room so well! It's just the right size too! The sad part though is that now I dont really have alot of room in my room now. But its ok. ^^ It doesn't take up to much room though so it could be worse. Hehe I have been hiding in my room almost all day since I got my desk. Mallory thinks I spend to much time up here and not enough time down stairs with her, but I love it up here now! It's like my own little hide away. It almost makes me sad to think that I fianlly have my room the way I like it just to only be here for a few more years then move out. Oh well I can't do anything about that now. ^^

Speaking of moving out and such I had to print off my registation forms today for school. Senior year is coming faster than I thought it would. I'm not sure if i'm happy about this or not! haha mostly because now I have to stress out about colleges and what not. I can't believe it's time to do that! I remeber wishing that I was old enough to drive and be in high school, now I'm wishing that I was younger! How weird is that? I guess I just have to cross my fingers and hope that I can handle everything that comes with going up. :D

Swimming and shopping!!!

Thursday my friends Mandy, Karlie, Trevor, and I went to Layton Surf n' Swim to hang and well swim lol, but we had to leave early. By the time we got all dry and headed for the car it was a straght down pour! We ran, well I ran to the car and then we decided to go to the mall and hang out there for a little before we headed home. We ate at the mall and then went to Mandy's to play on her Wii till her parents got home, when they did we left cause Mandy went with her parents to look at laptops. She is so excited to get one.... At lest we're hopping that she will be able to. It was so fun to hang out with all my friends ^^ well all those ones lol. ^^ If I hung out with all my friends at once we would all get kicked out of my home town at once! Haha no lie either! We're always so crazy when we're all together. I love it though. Its like when we're together we know that we can be ourselves, that and we never get bored when were together because we see each other alot but not alot at the same time. That's the best thing about my friends we can see each other for days at a time and never get bored! Whats better than that?

Today my sister and I went to go see a movie and just hang out. We wanted to go see Up in 3D but it wasn't showing in 3D so we saw Ice Age 3 Dawn of the Dinasours. That show is so cute!!!!! I loved it when the babe came she is so cute! but I wont say to much about the movie because I dont know if you have seen it. But lets just say its really cute and funny! GO SEE IT!! lol.

We had alot of time before the movie so we headed across the street to go bowling at Fat Cats. It was fun! I love bowling but I dont get to go alot, that and I didn't really do that well. Mallory kicked my butt! That's ok though it was still fun.

After the movie we went shopping. First we went to Maurices and then got hungry, the mall is close so we went there and got some food there. I ran into my friend Jared there. turns out that he works at chick-fa-la. it was good to see him again.

we ended up go to DEB and I found out that DEB is like one of my faovrite stores now haha. I actually asked them if they were hireing. they said that they weren't right then but that they were taking applications. I would love to work there! It would be so fun!!! no lie! lol I'm not completely sure how I would do in that kind of a job but that doesn't mean that I can't try it. ^^ I hope that it works! ^^

All nighter in Gunnison!

Yesturday me, Mandy, and Mandy's parents wen't down to Gunnison for a walkathon for cancer. Let me tell you one thing, I will never think that my town is even close to be calling a small town. The gradutating class had only 89 students!! 89 STUDENTS!!! I swear that everyone in town was there. Thats not really alot of people but still they were all their.

On the way there we listened to a book on tape. All I remeber from the title was that it was a Maggie McKinze book. I'm thinking that there is more then that one book. It was a really good book! We didn't get to finish reading it so I might ask Mandy for the title and check it out from the libray.

When we got to Gunnison we went strat to the high school football field for the walkathon. The amount of cars there could easily have fit into our parking lot at school. Maybe even more than once! But onther than that is was like a normal thing for these guys. We walked onto the field and met up with some of Mandy's family. The wind was plowing so hard that Mandy kept getting push over alittle.

Mandy and I start walking around the track right at the get go and we ended up losing her parents for a while. After about 5 laps or so Mandy's mom calls and tells us to meet them at the car. We went to the car and then to her aunts house not to far from the high school so her dad could cahnge into some pants because the strong wind that was blowing was kinda cold and us girls decide we need a potty breack haha. We left there and went back to the feild. Mandy and I go back to walking around the feild while her parents stay to talk with some of her family. When had lapped around a few times we ran into her parents again. They were going to head to town to get some different food than what was being sureved there in the boths.
We ended up leaving the feild so many times before we finally stay there people most likely thought we couldn't make up our minds if we wanted to stay there or not.

When it was around ten or so they started a lap of silence. Which was actually more than one lap but anyway.... they turned out the lights and had light bags around the tract that everyone had made in memory of those who had died or for those that we know that have cancer. They played songs to have us remeber them and give us hope and all. It was very nice and just...... undescribable! it started to make me cry and Mandy too. I don't really know how to describe the feeling as we all walked around the track with the lights out and the music playing.

It was an amazing night! I could do that all over again! I can't wait till next year. Hopefully next year Zach can come with us and have that feeling. It was so amazing! Mandy and I stay up all night but just as the sun was coming up we feel asleep for about 20 minutes. that was the only sleep I got till after we had breakfast. When it was 6, it was all over and time to go home. We left and said goodbye to Mandy's aunts and unlces and then went to go pick up Mandy's dad so he could drive us home. We pile in the car and hit the road. Mandy's parents wanted to go eat breakfast from the Cracker Barel, so we head there first. The breakfast was so good! I loved it! Mandy and I got done and while we waited for her parents to pay we went to look at what was in the shop to see what was in there. I found two of my most favorite people there GUMBY AND POKEY! i loved them as a kid and watched it all the time! They are my favorite ever!! haha.

It was a great day! I loved it and had alot of fun!!! I hope I get to go next year! That is something I could keep doing every year.
I LOVED IT!

Normal day with Zach.

So today I spent most of the day was slow and boring. Then Zach asked if he could come over to hang out. That was fun. :) We mostly just hung out and listened to music on my laptop. After a while we ended up going to this website, Stipuidvideos.com, He played some awesome games and then tried to take this impossible test. Really it was impossible! haha it made me laugh though.

Oh I forgot I put some new songs on my Itunes. I really like the old CD that I put on. Alot of the songs I put on are really good because I wouldn't put music that was no good on there.

After a little while we ended up going over to Zach's house for a BBQ. I had a burger and a hot dog. Come on I was hungry! I hadn't really eaten anything all day! We hung out there for the rest of the time. Listening to music and just relaxing on his bed. We didn't do mush besides that. It was just a normal slow day. Just the normal everyday stuff.

I can't wait till friday though!! Thats when the walkathon thing is. It's going to be so fun! We are going to see a movie before that too. That's going to be a great day. I'll have alot to talk about then haha.

Sadly this is all for today. Stop by later I might have more on another day.

Running around on my own!

I finally got to return those stupid pants! I'm so happy! It only took like 2 weeks but I finally did it and got a pair that I like. See I woke up and decided to go and take the pants back. Then I thought of the fact that I needed to cash my change and get some more money, and figure out if Wal-Mart had Wii points cards so I could get new songs on my rockband game. So I got showered and went down stairs to do my hair. When I got done my grandma came over to get the mail we got for them while she and my grandpa were away. It wasn't a long visit she just came to get it then left. But that's ok cause I had things still to do. After she left I ate some food then did my make up. I decided to call my mom and make sure it was ok that I go and take care of that, of course she said it was ok and to be safe. Like I was going to kill myself driving but then again there are some crazy drivers out there.

When I got into my car I could smell the air freshener my friend Mindy got me for my birthday. Holy cow it was all over in the car it smelled so good though! haha! I head to the bank first so I could have money in case I found a bag that I liked for my laptop. The bank guy that cashed it was so cute! most likely to old for me but hey that don't mean I can't think he's cute right! :) Anyway, I go to Wal-mart and surprise there is not one bag there that I like. What a shocker haha. So I ended up just walking around for a little looking for that Wii points card thing. All the way in the back of Wal-Mart where the stuff for Wii is, and I finally see it. Bad thing is, is that you can't see what the price is so I had to hunt down the scanner thing to find the price. Pay for that and leave to go to Hastings. I wanted to see if they had the book I've been looking for in called The Sisters of Isis but I need the third book. What a surprise once again it's not there. I got a little mad I mean I found every other book in that series at that store! Would it kill them to have the one book that isn't there?

Eventually I get to Smith and Edwards. The parking lot is packed with a parking lot sale and tons of people that just don't realize that there is a car behind them and that their in the middle of the way. That's why I hadn't gone there, Because I hate the parking lot! It's way to small! It makes me feel like I'm going to hit someone. While I was there I ran into Crystal from my school. It was a little weird but she lives out that way. At lest I think she does. Not quite sure though. Talked with her for like 2 seconds and then go strate for the pants. That was my main mission. Get the pants and get out of there ASAP!!! The mission was done before I knew it. Finding the right fit and lenght wasn't as hard as I was thinking it would be.

After that I went home and put my CD on my laptop, put the Wii points on the Wii, got songs for Rcokband, And just chilled with my sister. It was a good day. The sun was shining once again! YAY SUN!!! It's so nice to have the sun out again! I thought the sun would never some back out! That would have been sad!

Oh I almost forgot to tell you that I get to have a fun weekend! YAY!!! See Mandy wants me to go with her to an all night walkathon which is actually just like a mini fair I think. I hope that it all works and I can go! I haven't seen her in so long! ok not since the 16th but still I miss my friend! One thing is for sure, if I get to go I will defiantly get in alot of sleep before hand haha. It will be so fun though! haha I don't even remeber where it's supposed to be at! Oh well that's why I have Mandy so she can remind me haha!

Lets see what tomorrow will bring. I hope it will be fun. I have young womens, at lest I have something to do tomorrow haha.

Saw a new movie.

Today was a boring day at frist. I woke up at like 11:00 wondering why I got to sleep in so long. Turns out I was home alone. Big shocker, not really but I usually get left a note or something so I know that no one died. Not today anyway, which sucked cause I was hopping that my mom could come with me to look at pants. That doesn't really work out if she's not home. So instead of going to look at pants like I was thinking I would do it was a day that I just stayed home most of the time.

It was funny though because at one point while I was still in my pajamas I looked at Zach's blog. Turns out that he wanted to hang out and watch movies. That was ok in my book I hadn't really done much since we had hung out last, so i was looking forward to that. Got ready for when ever it was that he wanted to hang out. After going places with the family, Zach called and asked if he could hang out. Told him that would be cool! Down side was it would take a sec we were just leaving when he had called so i wasn't home yet. He wasn't close either, but we ended up coming home at the same time. That was luck in my part haha.

We hung at the house for a while when Mandy text me and told me that her ex was being a jerk again. she sent me what he had said and I got pissed off. I mean really PISSED OFF!!!! I dont get mad alot, and it takes alot to push me off the edge. Lets say that he really pushed me off the edge and I couldn't take it anymore! So I asked Mandy if it was ok if i yelled at him and she said please do.... Of course that was all I needed to hear. I wip out a new text and start writing the text for her ex. I asked him what the heack he was thinking! He really said mean stuff so I went all out on this guy. Zach was still over at the time, he got really mad to. The guy was shaking!!! Really he was! So I told him what kyle had done and how he mad her cry, so he wips out his phone and CALLS him!!! He answers the phone and Zach was like hey what are you doing and the dumby actually said nothing what about you? THE GUY IS ABOUT TO GET YELLED AT AND HE ACTUALLY THINKS ZACH'S CALLING FOR THE HEACK OF IT!!!! Zach's like no what are you doing to Mandy??? I dont kno the hole story, but im sure he said that he didn't know what Zach was talking about. Zach and i got so mad we finally just yelled and got him to leave Mandy alone. I just hope that this makes things better for her. She really deserves better than that idiot.

After that hole thing Zach and I went to to rent movies. We get Another Cinderila Story, and Meet Dave. Though we only watched Another Cinderila Story. I loved that movie!!! Its amazing and funny! The main guy is hot. Its got some good music too. Hopefully I get to see Meet Dave. It looks so funny.

It was weird though while Zach was leaving he said, "you know that we have known each other since for like ever!" I was like "yea" then, and this is what hit me, he said "you know that we're getting old" thats what made me think about how old I am. I mean yea I'm only 17 but still. I only have a year of school left! Its my senior year! I have to start looking for colleges and scholarships!! Even looking for a job that can give me enough to buy an apartment! I'm freaking old!!!! What happened to my childhood! For crying out loud I really dont know what I'm going to do after high school! I know I want to go to college and get a great job in photography, but what if it doesn't work out with finding a scholarship for college? I hate thinking about life after high school. I makes me wish that I could go back to when I was younger.

Ok thats enough of that! Wow thats going to be weird having others read that but oh well. This is my life right so you get to know everything I feel like typing lol ^^

Tomorrow I'm hopping that I can go looking at pants. Lets hope it works haha ^^

BORING! NEW SONG... funny story too....

So today was a boring day!!! I get up and shower and what not, by the time I get done I'm going to be late for church. So my family and I stay home. Well my mom always stays home but my sister and I usually go. My sister goes to a singles ward though while I go to the ward we have gone to since we first moved here about 12 years ago. I know we have lived here a while huh? :) But I love it here! Its so nice and fun. Peaceful too, Well minus this one time when we ended up haveing the hole S.W.A.T. team in my back yard.

Funny story about that haha. See a house down from mine lived an old man named Zip. Well Zip got arrested once, got out, and came back to his house which was actually being sold. He freaked out! Locked himself in the house and said he wouldn't leave it. So then the S.W.A.T. team came to get it and yea thats how we got them in our back yard. Now we weren't home at the time. We were actually at church haha. That was back when my mom went to church.

Anyhow, my day has been pretty slow. I played rockband. Oh I even downloaded two songs for it too. I got "I'm Going, I'm Gone" by Lesley Roy and "Bounce" by The Cab. Bounce has to be my favortie!! The Cab has to be one of my favorite bands now too! I've been listening to them for the past 3 hours! haha! I would put the songs I like best on here but I'm still having problems with that haha. As soon as I found out how to put them on I will though. You would love them! my sister and I think that they sound like three different groups put together, Insync, Backstreet Boys, and BB mack. Their really good! I'll write some of the songs at the bottom so you can hear them for yourself if you like. ^^

Well I think thats all for now. I'll hopefully have more to wirte. Oh and happy fathers day to all the dads!

Songs by The Cab

Bounce!
Take my Hand
You've Got Nerve
Risky Business
... I think you can find more if you want to ^^

YAY! finally!

I'm so happy! I finally got my wireless internet to work for my wii! Now i can do the stuff I couldn't before like race people from other parts of the world! Even play rock band with members from Tokyo for all I kno! Haha thats like the high light of my day.

All though it was pretty fun when I started to play on rock band with the internet. See I started to play in a band after playing tug-o-war with someone for like 2 hours. The guy I was in the band with was really good I mean he was play expert! Something I CAN NOT do. The bad thing was he wouldn't ever let me play guitar! It pissed me off! I was yelling at him saying "T chose the song I want to play guitar!" lol. ^^ So I left him to play in another band. Still didn't get to play guitar! Then my sister decided to play to. She wanted to try base Cause whenever she would play she would always play the drums. She wanted to see how hard it could be. Thanks to her I finally got to play guitar. Now I know I could have just left and played on my own but come on I was having fun!! How many times a day do you get to play rock band with people you dont kno! :D

Oh before that though I played my new game my mom bought me that I was planning on buying on my own. She decided to buy it anyway though I told her I was going to buy it on my own. But anyway.... I was playing My Sims Racing. That is actually pretty fun! Its alot like mario kart, But with a few twists. Like the tracks are acutally a little hard at first! THATS SHOCKING!! lol ^^ But you get to make your own car and avitar too, just like in the other sims games. I was supriesed at how fun it was. to be honest I was afriad that it wouldn't be. Then i would have to tell my mom that I didn't like the new $39.99 game she bought me. That was would not be something I would have liked to tell her. I hate that she has spent so much money on my lately. I mean she got me a car, new laptop, and that game! not to mention food and cloths and anything else I need. Well granted we share the car but still I drive it the most.

I think she keeps spending money on me because she finally can. See before my dad wouldn't pay child support so we were a little tight on money. Then after the police found out were he worked they started to take money from his pay check. so now we the child support we're supposed to get. That makes me happy. I mean I know he is my father and all but with him I never kno if he really cares. For crying out loud the man never calls me or anyhting! NOT EVEN ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! He says he loves me..... WELL THATS THE DUMBEST WAY TO SHOW IT!!! I guess that not every person can have a great dad. but then agian I'm lucky! See I have 5 fathers! lol :) bet your confused now huh! haha.... ok I'll explain. I have my uncles thats four, then I have my grandpa which makes five. :D Get it now? I hope so! :)

WOW ok that was random haha! But, its true I guess I just needed to fill you in. :) other then that my day was boring today. I just stayed home. Mostly because of the rain. It's been raining off and on for the past week or so! The stupid rain is going to drive me nuts! COME ON AND LET THERE BE SUN ALREADY!!!! I'm not sure I remeber what sun is anymore! Granted it was sunny and nice yesturday... But still that was only one day! I WANT SUN!!! :/

well now that I have filled you in on my day and how I finally got my wii to do what I want it to, I think I'll head to bed.

NIGHT ALL!!!!!!

My Day and or night ^^ though it wasn't what i was planning

So tonight my friend Zach and I where planning on going to a high school night they were having at this club called Studio 600. Thing is..... it wasn't high school night like we thought. Sad part is we got to the door of the club before we found out!

Before we went to the club, we spent the day painting Zach's fence. Which was pretty fun after the first side was done. See the side we started on first was older wood that had not been treated before so it took longer to put the paint stuff on. the other thing was, it wasn't really paint. It was a stain and it made my hands go organe! made them feel really oily too! The other side we did was easier because it had been treated the year before so the stain just glided on. Oh he showed me his finished bathroom too! see for the past few weeks he has had some workers come and fix up his bathroom. now its finally done! though the same guys might be coming back to work on his kitchen after they get back from Florida. But, anyway I like his new bathroom alot! its really nice! I wish that my bathroom looked like that!

After that I went to my house to shower off the rest of the stain that got on me and got to work on looking as good as I could for the clubing. while I was doing my hair Zach came back over to chill and help me find out how to put a video on here. Lol thats why I have one of the five videos we have done together up. He used my new laptop I got for my birthday a few days ago. He said he liked it alot. When I got my hair done we just hung out and watched "Much Ado About Nothing" and "Aristocats". Oh while we watched the video's we did some tests on http://www.blogthings.com haha he had me take one where you type in your name and from that it comes up with a nick name for your boobs. It was funny cause the names it came up with was Bambi and Thumper!!! Now that is one heack of a nick name for your boobs!

When we finally decided to head out we danced around in Zach's car while he drove. He mostly drove cause I can't drive my friends around till October. It was really fun! We listened to alot of my favorite songs that he has had me listen to like "Chasing Lights", "Up", and "I Just Can't Get Enough" By The Saturdays.

Finally we got to Salt Lake which is where the club is and it takes us about an hour to find a place to park. We spend all that time to find out that we can't go in because it's not our night to go in. I was so mad! But, it's ok cause we went to a cafe where they had a hypnotis! MAN WAS THAT FUN!!! I almost died from not being able to breathe I was laughing so hard! I couldn't believe how funny it was! The best part was..... well the hole thing! I had a ball!! it was a way better idea then going to see a movie! I have to say it was really fun! If i had stayed home I would't have had any fun at all! my life can be pretty boring. Thats why this year I decided that I wanted to hardly be home the hole summer. So far thats not as hard as I thought it would be. What with girls camp and always hanging out with my friends. This summer has already been the best compared to my past summers. I just hope that it can stay this way for a while. ^^

I'm so excited!!! We're going to Studio 600 to party all night!!!

I'm so excited! See Zach and I are going to a club called Sutdio 600. Their having a white out party and its going to be the first time we have gone to a club! We're scared and excited! I cant wait! I'll blog about it when we're back and tell you about the rest of the day! :)

Hey!!! welcome to my blog!

Hey there and hello!!!

So this is my first blog and I'm actually excited about it! See my friend Zach has one of these and it looked like fun so I thought why not give it a try!
Now to tell you about myself..... I'm a blonde thats for sure! I joke with my family and friends and say that my blonde goes all the way to my toes cause I'm always doing something dumb or getting confused. :)

I live with my family of course but only with my mom an sister. My parents split when I was still pretty young so most weekends i went to my dads house. Now that I'm older I don't go as much. My family is weird but I wouldn't have it any other way!

As for my friends well.... lets say they are as weird as my family! But thats why their my friends! Haha :) they always have something new to bring to my life! Like my friend Zach, he brings a good long friendship and confidence for me! ^^ My friend Mandy gives me party life and lots of fun! Morgan and Ellie give me a sence of childhood though out my life and creativity! I love all my close friends! they always make me happy even on the worset days. :)

Hmmm..... well now what to say now that you know about the biggest parts of my life? Oh i know! haha I love music and dancing! though I cant really play my guitar or dance that well I still love it! I write songs and poetry. That onyl started this year thanks to a dear friends ^^ (Mandy!) Oh i even have been in a few of my friends youtube videos. those are fun! I'll try to post them on here some time so you can see them. ^^

well since its late I'll save the mayjor wirting for tomorrow!